Family

Any time at all, any time at all, any time at all , all
you've gotta do is call and I'll be there.
If you need somebody to love, just look into my eyes, I'll
be there to make you feel right.
If you're feeling sorry and sad, I'd really sympathize.
Don't you be sad, just call me tonight.
Any time at all, any time at all, any time at all , all
you've gotta do is call and I'll be there.
If the sun has faded away, I'll try to make it shine,
there's nothing I won't do
If you need a shoulder to cry on I hope it will be mine.
Call me tonight, and I'll come to you.
Any time at all, any time at all, any time at all , all
you've gotta do is call and I'll be there.
Any time at all, all you've gotta do is call and I'll be there.

- Beatles, "Anytime At All"

Why I love the complexities of language and the use of extensive vocabulary that explains things that simple vocabulary can not attain to the full extent, I forget how simplicity and syntax can go a long way.  It is genuine and it is relatable, it is timeless.  

I went to NJ for memorial weekend and even though I had a ton of hw, I had a really good time.  It was a very warming experience because Jason and Ateh Jackie are my closest cousins.  Visiting them once every year, gives me a true sense of family.  We are loud, we eat immensely, we go out, and we do absolutely nothing and it is still fun.  We have seen each other in our grossest and not so pretty moments but there is not judge.  I wish they lived closer (as i do wish with other people as well).  I wish all my cousins were closer and that I know them as well as NJ cousins.  There are so many of us in the house at one time, not to mention all the dogs.  I just think that later, I want a big family, at least 3-4 kids and 2+ dogs.  I want to live near my close friends, siblings, AJ, and Ateh Jackie so our kids are surrounded by people.  I am such a lover of people.  It's pathetic :D.  But now I guess, back to the reality of this Anatomy test tomorrow.  WHOO.  

surprise

'The people you know best are the ones most capable of surprising you.'

Been awhile since I first heard a quote I loved and commiserated with.  I am genuinely surprised to have heard this watching Gossip Girl.  :D  Guess it is slightly a bit more than just superficial rich bitches, slightly.  

late night pondering

It's about 2:47 am and I'm still wide awake.  At this time of the hour, everyone in the house is asleep and everything is quiet.  All I hear are the sounds that are made within my house.  I love the nighttime, but it gets so lonely especially if no one is up with you.  I like the solitude and the reverie of this silence.  I am alone and allowed to let my mind wander.  Sometimes I don't want to think.  I don't want to sleep either.  I want to just lie down here with someone and soak it in.  Soak in what you ask?  Soak in nothingness.  I don't want to think about anything.  I just want to enjoy this present, this unbreakable quietness.  I love music, I love sound, I love being loud.  But a part of me that likes the night, loves the quiet.  What is so mysterious about this silence?  What is it about it that makes it so filling to me?  Lonely at times, yes.  But peaceful.  Maybe because the day is constantly moving.  There's so many things to do.  At night.  I can do nothing.  I don't have to reflect because you know what?  Thinking can be annoying.  It uses to much energy and too much emotion.  I just want to lie down and let my mind do whatever, think or just wander aimlessly.  Maybe it's a form of meditating for me.  Who knows?  But it'll end, as it always does.  It's time to sleep, time to wake up, time to resume moving.  But it always comes back.  I stay up late enough anyway.  

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studying

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It'll all be over tomorrow.